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Hey! Butt question!
So I'm currently half freaking out, hoping I've just worked myself up. I have tendencies to be slightly hypochondriatic (however you spell that) about things like this.
So for as long as I can remember, when I take a dump, my bumhole sort of.. swells out a bit? I'm not even sure how to describe it. When I wipe, it feels as if the skin of my arsehole is swollen? I think the... degree of swelling/protruding is related to how hard I'd strained on the john, but I'm not sure (I just started noticing/obsessing over this today). It's hard to say how much/far exactly, but I don't think it's ever more than maybe a centimeter or so? I'm trying to scour my memories of pooping, I usually don't pay attention....
Now it's been like this for as long as I can remember, and I've never really thought much of it. When I started watching porn I remember occasionally thinking "y'know it doesn't really feel like my asshole is as tight and neat as all of these look.. weird" but I didn't really dwell on it. My friend just sent me a shock video of a REALLY prolapsed rectum and just out of curiosity I looked up what the condition was (not at all thinking it related to me!), and now I'm paranoid that I have it?? Just definitely not a severe case..
One of the causes of this is straining during dumping, which I tend to do. If I completely cut that out (I often don't have to, as in I'm not constipated, I just have a weird thing about not wanting to get up until it feels like I'm completely empty), do you think it will go away?? I know most are going to say I should go to a doctor, and I probably will (I'm abroad right now so I might wait until I get home in mid May), but I'm kind of freaking out. It's been like this for as long as I can remember, and has never gotten worse or caused me any discomfort, but websites I'm looking at talk about surgery to fix it?? Is that always necessary? If my friend hadn't sent me that damn shock video I probably never would have thought twice of it!
Thanks for any help
So I'm currently half freaking out, hoping I've just worked myself up. I have tendencies to be slightly hypochondriatic (however you spell that) about things like this.
So for as long as I can remember, when I take a dump, my bumhole sort of.. swells out a bit? I'm not even sure how to describe it. When I wipe, it feels as if the skin of my arsehole is swollen? I think the... degree of swelling/protruding is related to how hard I'd strained on the john, but I'm not sure (I just started noticing/obsessing over this today). It's hard to say how much/far exactly, but I don't think it's ever more than maybe a centimeter or so? I'm trying to scour my memories of pooping, I usually don't pay attention....
Now it's been like this for as long as I can remember, and I've never really thought much of it. When I started watching porn I remember occasionally thinking "y'know it doesn't really feel like my asshole is as tight and neat as all of these look.. weird" but I didn't really dwell on it. My friend just sent me a shock video of a REALLY prolapsed rectum and just out of curiosity I looked up what the condition was (not at all thinking it related to me!), and now I'm paranoid that I have it?? Just definitely not a severe case..
One of the causes of this is straining during dumping, which I tend to do. If I completely cut that out (I often don't have to, as in I'm not constipated, I just have a weird thing about not wanting to get up until it feels like I'm completely empty), do you think it will go away?? I know most are going to say I should go to a doctor, and I probably will (I'm abroad right now so I might wait until I get home in mid May), but I'm kind of freaking out. It's been like this for as long as I can remember, and has never gotten worse or caused me any discomfort, but websites I'm looking at talk about surgery to fix it?? Is that always necessary? If my friend hadn't sent me that damn shock video I probably never would have thought twice of it!
Thanks for any help
